Laura Elizabeth (flutter_by_04) wrote in not_like_them,
Laura Elizabeth
flutter_by_04
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Hey guys. I'm a 19 year old girl from southern New Hampshire. I hate being corny and predictable by saying "Oh I'm so glad I found this community!" blah blah blah, but I am. (Does that make me a hypocrite?)

Twice that I can remember, I felt like I had found a place to belong. First time was in a Drum and Bugle Corps, lasted three years until I realized that despite all my hard work, I had very little to show for it. All I had was the generic medals they pass out at the end of the season. Pissed off at the staff, I quit. Second time was during my junior and senior years of high school, in the high school band. However, four days before graduation, all but one of the "band seniors" turned their back on me. I have yet to find my "niche" here at college... one of my few friends thinks I will someday... I doubt it.

Along with having a problem with fitting in and not pushing everyone away from me, I have trouble maintaining the balance between holding too tightly and "ignoring" everybody...
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