I haven't posted anything, here for a while. I think for the last week or so I've been trying my best to pretend to fit in. With a new semester starting it was pretty easy. Nobod y knew me. The problem is no matter how much of an act I put on I'm still left with the fact that I don't quite belong. Sure, I have friends, and they are really great. There are just certain aspects of myself that if I showed them they wouldn't understand. I'm not saying it's their fault or anything like that. Just, I don't know how to explain some things in a way people would understand.